I've seen this kind of thing in media, but also with some of the people here. They make bad choices, and then it becomes a hole they just dig themselves in deeper and deeper. I don't think I'm better than them, but because they were able to tell me their stories, I can understand how the choices they made wound up making things more complicated for them later.
I try. It feels a little harder these days. Way harder than I've ever been used to.
Yeah. I get that. Like now, I even talk about what happened, or think about it and I get this panicked feeling like I'm back there, at their mercy, a mess and them laughing about it. Then I think of how I was after, when I went back to make sure they didn't come out to hunt people again.
It's scary. They're both scary.
[She sighed, then smiled]. Thank you. I don't know if it would be a good idea to go back in my PJs at nightm even if I CAN fly.
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I've seen this kind of thing in media, but also with some of the people here. They make bad choices, and then it becomes a hole they just dig themselves in deeper and deeper. I don't think I'm better than them, but because they were able to tell me their stories, I can understand how the choices they made wound up making things more complicated for them later.
I try. It feels a little harder these days. Way harder than I've ever been used to.
Yeah. I get that. Like now, I even talk about what happened, or think about it and I get this panicked feeling like I'm back there, at their mercy, a mess and them laughing about it. Then I think of how I was after, when I went back to make sure they didn't come out to hunt people again.
It's scary. They're both scary.
[She sighed, then smiled]. Thank you. I don't know if it would be a good idea to go back in my PJs at nightm even if I CAN fly.